entry 7 - 5/2/2026


hi guyse. hello guyse. happy may! it's may...yay! spring is my favorite season and i'm so glad it has sprung but i'd also like it to not be mega cold where i live right now...i opened my window the other day and forgot to close it when i went to sleep and that was a mistaaaake. shivering in me timbers 2026. i just caught a killer cold as well i'm talking running a temperature bad. which sucks big time. but i'm basically over it now other than some congestion so that's nice. but it does make the random temperature swing suck even worse for little old mes.....i was just outside last night and i had to go in because my hands and feet started getting numb...in MAY. but whatever. also a bat flew into my face the other day! that's a littleeee bit of an exaggeration but. yeah it happened. i take night walks a lot because i don't like the sun but i like to walk and now that the bats are out i'm just constantly playing Duck To Avoid The Bat on extra hard mode. it's kinda fun but as aforementioned one hit me the other dayyyyy haha it just grazed my cheek more like but. uhm. ok. hi there. yeah i'm living life on scary mode taking night walks....it's for realsies out there guys.....it's actually not that bad. all that's ever happened is me almost running into a deer a couple times (the darkness...) which could potentially be bad because. antlers. but they're scared of me so it's ok. the predators in my area are just coyotes and foxes mostly but they'd never attack a human. the possibility of getting sprayed by a skunk is there too which is probably the most likely bad thing to happen because i'm always running into skunks. #myperilouslifestyle #livinglifeontheedge

uhmmmm let's see. my movies....uhh yesss i did actually see a movie. i saw JFK 1991....not the greatest of films i must admit. only good part was when Jo Anderson showed up YAY i love Jo Anderson. solely for playing that lesbian from northern exposure. Roslyn. from the episode where it randomly turns into a lesbian period drama. and also Franz Kafka is there. normal television program. that episode changed my life for real....i'm going to roslyn washington soon so i WILL be rewatching it. and can i just say Yvonne Suhor is gorgeous...11yo me could not believe her eyes during that dance scene. i mean wow. she's also on star trek voyager if i'm not mistaken? yeah i'm pretty sure. she's that girl who's macking on Harry Kim. i remember. this is my special power. being able to recognize actors from various films and television programs 1950s-2000s. i take great joy in it as well...

something else about JFK. a little silly. ok ok ok ok so (queso) there's this one background motif that features quite heavily in the soundtrack. i remember it's definitely present during the scene at the washington memorial (longass scene that takes up like a quarter of the movie...whatever). it uses a piano in the lower range methinks. it doesn't matter. EXCEPT...it sounds almost EXACTLY like a recurring motif in the soundtrack of revolutionary girl utena. bear with me here.